My unborn child, the child that was and never will be. The child that opened my heart, my mind and my future.

I will never know you other from that I know that I love you.

I wanted to give you all that is good in the world. Even though I know it gets dark sometimes. That I get dark sometimes. That I get gloomy, clouded and suffocated. Like the endless pain of losing you.

But loving you will also never end. And although no other child will ever be able to replace you. I know I will be able to love them as well.

And I will also love myself. And take care of myself.

This I promise you. This I love you.